Monday, May 28, 2007
Aku berasa insaf. Rupa-rupanya, Ayah menyimpan harapan yang menggunung untuk melihat anak-anaknya berjaya. Aku membulatkan tekadku untuk terus belajar. Kesungguhan Ayah telah membakar semangatku semula.Finally, it's sort of Over. Not really over but still, over. Ok, nevermind. Anyways, Malay O's was harder than expected. Especially the letter writing/dialogue. I wanted to do dialogue badly cause we've done something almost similar but I ran out of points to impress the examiner so, I changed. I hope my letter isn't that bad. (:
Paper 2 was Hmmm too. It was ok. The standard was kind of expected. & I'm so stupid not to change my answer when it was found in the paper. :\ I cannot think that it'll only cost me two marks cause that two marks might mean my A1 or A2. & I'll definitely won't be happy about that. I need to UP someone's expectations man. It's to die for! hahaha
Anyways, I guess I shall have to start my homework real soon. & Revision too. I need term 3 to be good good good. I need to do damn well for Prelims. Darn, NJ AHHHHHHHHHH! Argh. I know my mother wouldn't mind me going to some other JC but still, NJ has been my dream JC for the past 4 years! So I need to go there. I want to go there! Even if I don't join netball there, or even touch rugby, I still want to school there. I just want to be part of the NJ family. Get what I mean? In short, I desperately want to go to NJ lah! hahahaha.
Walau bagaimanapun, jika tidak dipecah ruyung, di mana boleh mendapat sagunya. Saya akan bekerja dengan lebih keras. Insya-Allah, saya akan dirahmati dan diberkati-Nya. Saya berharap saya tidak kesal nanti. (:
Thanks for all the luck in the world for my papers today. Maybe it's true what Ms. Azilah said about me. I'm always and forever surrounded by very very supportive people! Like for example, my Parents, my Siblings, my friends, my teammates, my Coach and even people I rarely meet these days. They believe in me and gave me much of their support. Maybe I'm just not being as thankful as I should be (to some) and well I'm sorry. But still, Thanks everyone. I'm sure to appreciate all your support and encouragements more from today onwards, alright. :D
IYLIA @ 7:24 PM;
Saturday, May 26, 2007
OMG! MY SISTER'S BACKKK!!!!!!!
psst: & her hair's horrible! hahahah
IYLIA @ 10:17 AM;
I'm supposed to be browsing through my Sec1 work but I thought of doing this instead - A recap of Friday.
You does not mean one. We, means one.
I don't believe you had the cheek to do such a thing. In my most personal opinion, I think what you did was dumber than dumb. Oh wait, I think it's the dumbest thing on earth. You really need not reply to such a thing but you did! & what you said was even worse! It's such a trivial matter but you've just made it worse. Hey, ever experienced the feeling of losing? I'm sure you have, huh. Sucks right? (:
I don't intend to make things worse. I intend to let it lay just like that. But if you put fire into my haystack, dude, you're dead! & I don't care if you don't care but I sure do have more things up my sleeves than you do. So be prepared to go through hell if you continue. & it will come to a day where you'll just give up. Cause I've done this before. & I like the feeling of winning. I'm sure I've experienced more wins than losses in my life.
I've got my sauces. Chilli's the best!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
Lunch was just great! While we were waiting, I talked to Sab and she thought I was thinking dirty the whole time (when I wasn't!) I was actually just expressing my thoughts to her and what some people did that really was super dirty. I think she was just acting super duper innocent (when she's NOT!) hahaha
By the way, Sab & I learnt the proper way of using a fork and knife! Actually, Sab initially didn't even know how to use them. She had her knife on the left hand and fork on the right. How bright that girl! Light emitting diode ah!! hahaha I knew how to use it ok! Just that maybe I learnt a new, proper way to eat with them. haha Sab totally made a mess at first. & you were not neater than me, Sab! haha I was just too full to finish my plate. hahaha Oh & I drank Brain Stimulator cause she said it was good since exams are on Monday. haha So i tried lah! Yes, Sab. It IS nice and helpful. I thought it was a good booster too, cause I cycled very well at therapy later on. I'm going to drink it tomorrow man! haha Talked a lot and planned something. The whole time, she was very stress. So we had to help. hahaha 21 July! Looking forward to it! & the next day's my brother's birthday! :D
Thanks for the lunch. I really enjoyed myself. hahaha All the best too. I hope your results are power! (:
Breakfast coming right up! :D
IYLIA @ 9:55 AM;
Friday, May 25, 2007
"don't worry abt it!"
"how can i not worry?! hahahah"
So, been having intensive for the past two weeks. & I definitely must thank Cikgu Saifa for all her guidance and all. She's been pushing us alot for the past two weeks. Reminding us that this will be the first & the last time we'll take this paper. & We're all hoping for 100% distinctions this year. I myself am hoping for a distinction for Malay. :D
Anyways, it's less than three days left before the Final Day. The day where everything is put aside and Malay is the only thing I'll be thinking about. I'm going to do it right this time. I won't settle for anything less than an A1! I'm going to make Cikgu proud of us after all that she'd done. We're all going to do this together. :D
Ok Malay aside, Tuesday's Assembly was Great! :D It had been a long time since I last felt so happy. It was fabulous & I managed to learn a Chinese song! I'm so happy and pro now ok! :D
On Wednesday, Sab & I went down for ADiv finals where we thought the winners should be HC. Cause they definitely looked more deserving than their opponents. They really had fire in their eyes. Sab & I were cheering along with HC supporters some more! haha
Yesterday, after school, Sab waited with me for my mother. Thanks. It was torturous! Mr. Samat & Ms. Azilah knows my weakness now. Argh. I don't believe I even teared in front of them. Hah! & Coach sneered. hahahaha Anyways, I don't believe Sab & I got scolded. No, actually Sab got scolded more than me. :\ Unexpected man! Pfft! Spoilt my day only!
Today was quite uhhh. But still quite good. :D Intensive was still till 1115am. But it was worth the time. Cikgu Saifa had her very last talk with us. Reminding us that this was the last leg that we need to pass. Hmmmm! Ok, then Sab & I were off for lunch. Which was Great! No, BETTER THAN GREAT! hahaha I had a good time lah. :D I only asked for an ice cream but instead I got a meal. Pleasure doing business with you! hahaha Oh yes, Brain Stimulator! It's powerful. I don't believe it but it actually helps. Not bad. Thanks for the recommendation. hahaha After lunch, headed for physiotherapy. I feel myself getting better. So maybe there's still hope for DSA. :D
This week's been great, I guess. Well spent with Sab & her. Oh wells, I shall take a break now.
"Thank you, _____"
IYLIA @ 8:29 PM;
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Today turned out to be a HAPPY DAY!
I'm happy!
Happy Sha la la
It's so nice to be happy Sha la la
Everybody should be happy Sha la la
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
I woke up at 0630h today thinking I was late for Religious Class, but I wasn't. :D Which was good. I contemplated for a while deciding whether or not I should go today. But suddenly I thought of my IRK exams and intensive, that will start during the June Holidays, and told myself, I cannot miss anymore class if I want to get my A1! & so, I left the house around 0725h and made my way to the mosque. I guess I had quite alot of fun in class today. Always had actually. First class was (:, Second class was :D, and the third one was (:. I liked today's lesson.
After lessons, I returned home, watched teevee with my Mom for two hours, talking to her about lessons and stuff and I asked her which JC she wouldn't mind me attending if I didn't get into NJ. She said AC! :O I told her I wanted to go SA cause of the tie then she started talking about her friend. :\ Oh wells. After that, I decided to complete my Malay Comprehensions.
Called my Dad, halfway doing my comprehensions. Asked him if I could go to the gym. Initially, he said no but after much persuasion, my mother and I ended up driving to his workplace. The gym there is beautiful!! My mother says she's going to exercise there every Sunday. WTH!!! Oh oh, she's got muscles damn it! & I don't! Pfft! Even after all those trainings I go through, I don't even have such muscles. I'm disappointed! :\
Anyways, burnt about 100 Calories today. It isn't alot but it's still an achievement. :D
Returned home, ate a little and I'm suppose to be doing my Malay essays now but I just can't find the mood to do them. But I'll try doing it later.
I just talked to 3 people. They cheered me up! One's just been added, so now, 4.
Thanks! :D
I'll promise to do well for Malay O's.
& To the losers, I love you guys!! Y
IYLIA @ 7:53 PM;
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I'm kind of tired saying, "SEE, I TOLD YA!"
I've gone through alot for the past 3.5 years in Crescent and hardly people take my advises. I'm fine, really. But I hate it when after a while, people come to me telling me what I had deemed and foresee would have happened. I thought you guys were clever kids? What happened? & then you regret? Eh, don't make a fool of me by doing all this bullshit alright?
I won't hate you guys but it's rather hurtful, you know. You guys don't care or maybe you guys won't know how I am feeling but have you ever thought of the consequences of your actions? I hope the answer is yes.
I've forgiven one and suddenly, another one comes running to me. I suddenly felt that I was in a viscious cycle and it sucks so much to see you crumble. But then again, it's not like as if I didn't advise or tell you anything right? Thinking that it's so easy to forget the past and go along with the present? It's bullshit. The saying goes, forget the past, go with the present but sometimes, there are just some things in the past that is suppose to go along with you all the way till you die cause most probably, that particular incident have made you realise something about yourself, about others. I'm very sorry for those who are regretting much of their actions but sometimes, I really feel like kicking you in the butt and slapping your faces.
Let me be frank now.
The both of you, I've known you since you guys were in Sec1 and I had changed my perspectives of you and we became good friends. You guys were the two very bestestestest friends I've ever had in Crescent & I thank you guys for that. But let me tell you now, whatever you guys just did to me, I'm putting it behind my back but I dare myself to tell you in the face that THE BOTH OF YOU WILL REGRET IT! & I don't think I would want to forgive you after.
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Phototaking yesterday was :D, Y. Thank you Sab for psyching me to come though I was contemplating not to. Thanks for reminding all the fun we had as a team, as BDiv0607. Well, I'm very happy with the way it turned out in the end. Coach came. Ms Lin was down too. & well, let's just say I'm very happy ok? Thank you! I'm sorry to both coaches having to be late for your coaching. I'm very sorry to the schools affected by our phototaking. But everything's over now. I hope for their forgiveness. (:
IYLIA @ 10:10 AM;
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Finally, Blogspot has been repaired. I'm quite relieved cause I can finally blog. But yeah, I forgot what I wanted to blog already so nevermind!
Anyways,
Happy Belated Mothers' Day!
& Happy Belated Genelle. hahahah
IYLIA @ 10:22 PM;