Tuesday, March 29, 2005
hmm. officially grounded since sunday.
i really shouldnt have taken advantage of
the liberty i get. hmm. so is it my fault?
NO! HAHA(:
anw. trg on monday -
absurd.
the punishment was driving me nuts.
amazingly, i didnt suffer from any stomach
aches today. :) anw.
i really don't know what to feel.
my emotions are all mixed up.
should i be angry? sad? disappointed?
OR should i just not care about it?
hmm. im more of disappointed.
sometimes, i just dont bother to think about it.
oh and it was so fucking stressful for me on
sunday night. shaminah, im all right. :)
nothing to worry. my brain was just splitting
before i went to bed. nothing surprising.
yeah well. the stress started to drain when i
dreamt of something HILARIOUS!
HAHA(: oh wells. that cheered me up.
yeah. i still dont know how to react to the situation.
like im not stressed enough. sheeesh.
oh heck. cant wait for prac exam next week.
i pity.
pity asilah.
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 7:49 PM;
Sunday, March 27, 2005
ok so yesterday went to escape.
ASILAH PAID FOR ME AND FARINA!!wahh. all i can say is that she's crazy. HAHA(:
had fun yesterday. totally did.
went with asilah, gadis and farina.
rode on most of the rides.
we even took the ferris wheel. :)
it's fun ok! HAHA(:
anyways. go read
asilah's OR
gadis' OR
farina's
blog for further details.
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 9:50 PM;
Thursday, March 24, 2005
today;
CREZ AWARDS!!
ive edited this. and ive scraped the pic.
TOO BAD IF YOU MISSED IT! loser!
whee. just came back. had so much funness.
but then im still kinda pissed. argh.
dont you dare ask. anyways.
lets start from the top.
from the start of the concert.
reached at about 6.45. practically ponned
training. HAHA(: sorry. though i DID see krystle
at crezawards. HAHA(: scary.
anyways. skip the waiting.
hafizah was the first solo. she sang sway.
yup. then there was Aphrosensual.
amirah and her sister sang. woohoo.
they were so damn chio on stage la.
oh shaminah gave hasyimah her drink.
HAHA(: damn funny la. :)
oh then before the interval,
there was a surprise dance.
IT WAS VERA AND JASMINE!
wow! they were damn good!. they look good
together. my sis dont believe jasmine's a girl.
cos obviously she's bung right. wahh.
ok then outbreak. mediocrely nice.
NADIA was fucking hot!right shaminah? :))
anyways nadia's dance was damn good.
ok then soldato. crescent ncc. *applauds*
damn good la. very funny too. HAHA(:
ok then another surprise!!
the surprises this year were damn good la.
the 4s3 people together with hasyimah,
amirah and joyene rocked to the music
of SHUT UP!! damn good!!
then there was the malay "society" people.
THEY DANCED TO ASMARA DANA!!i fucking love that song. let me compliment them.
first of all, their costume was so GORGEOUS!
their dance steps, though it looks the same
choreography, was fucking good. you know what?
everything was good about the performance.
it was damn great!! woohooo. :)) nice dance you guys!
ok winners;
compere:
Zuraidah A. Hamidvocal solo:
Jacklyn Ngdance group (tie) :
Soldato & Outbreakvocal group: oh haha. i forgot. sheesh. sorry.
yupz thats all.
im fucking pissed with the judges!
call me bias. call me unsatisfied. call me a bitch!
i don't care. really.
but hafizah should have won. at least third.
SHE shouldnt have won. wtf.
fuck her. and farina if you start to hate me now,
it's really not reasonable. fuck.
SHE ALSO SHOULDNT HAVE GOTTEN THAN FUCKING TROHPY.WHATTHEFUCK!!
like i said. call me bias. call me unsatisfied.
CALL ME A BITCH. whatever. fuck.
dammit lor. it just pisses me off. argh.
[iloveyou]
IYLIA @ 11:01 PM;
Monday, March 21, 2005
first of all;
my
short term goal:
getting into triple science class.my
long term goal:
Australia!encourage me you guys. :)
ok today was a bad day.
bad day to start of the new term.
a new, FRESH term.
oh wait have a new teacher for science today.
:) one thing: he hates me. HAHA.
i bet he finds me very irritating.
too bad. im starting to like him.
and his ****. not dick eh. or whatever.
it's just something about him that i find cute.
the rest disagrees. hmmm.
anyways, maths was okay.
lit was slow. damn slow.
everyone agrees. pearl ong cant teach us.
she really cannot teach us.
i'd rather have art then have her teaching me
for an hour. i really can't stand her.
I WANT MS SHARON GOH BACK!
THE WHOLE CLASS WANTS HER BACK!
WHY CANT THAT OTHER CLASS GET PEARL ONG??
i do not like pearl ong!! i really do not like her!!
i despise her so much. oh wait. i HATE her.
ive learnt that HATE is a much stonger word.
i really cant take it. hmm.
i shall just bear with it for now.
training just now was very wasted since i
wasnt able to do the whole 3 sets of abs trg.
i really wasnt pretending that i had stomach pain.
cause i really did have stomach ache.
and it was really more painful then the stitch
i got the other day. both were not fake.
i really wouldnt fake a sickness.
cause i tried very hard just now doing
the 40 crunches. and as much pain i went through,
i definitely wanted to complete the 40 crucnches.
im sorry seniors.
hmm. mommy's nagging bout my deco for homec prac.
bahh. im in a dilemma. who cares. im a more focussed
person now. a person who has goal in mind
that she's dying to achieve.
farina. you'll be there for me. :))
IYLIA @ 10:17 PM;
Sunday, March 20, 2005
ok here's the new skin. nice??
oh fuck. dont think of answering that.
found this article from Gates Chong
in the 8 DAYS mag.
issue march3 - march10, 2005.
Bride of Chucky: Part Ugh!
interior. outrageously opulent windsor bedroom
next to QUEEN ELIZEBETH'S official toilet.
7pm after royal wedding.
Charles
Ooh, baby, ooh, baby...
Camilla
Fuddy Duddy Daddy, would you put your
stamp collection into the drawer and come to bed?
Charles
I would. Old Bat Of My Loins,
but you're still on it.
Camilla
But My Dear With Funny Ears, Enlgand expects us
to do our duty and begin our reign with a big bang.
Charles
Can we skip that, My Used-car Spouse?
I would start a bang with a firecracker,
not a tired cracker.
Camilla
My Creaky Highness, did not you say once
that you loved me so much
you wish to be reincarnated as my trousers?
Charles
That's true, My Ancient Sweetheart,
but I certainly don't want to be reincarnated
as Queen Victoria's Jurassic G-string
which you're wearing now. I assure you it looks
most horrifying to me from up here
on top of the royal cupboard.
Camilla
Oh, don't be scared, My Decrepit Athlete.
Jump down from your imperious perch.
Let's begin our blessed union with
a peck on the mouth.
Charles
I desist, My Crumbling Darling.
I fear our peck on the mouth may lead
to mouth-to-mouth resuscitation.
Queen Elizabeth
(Banging on wall of adjacent bedroom)
Oyyyy! Shut up and get on with it you farts,
or I'll set my vicious Corgis upon you!
Camilla
See what you have done, Elderly Hubby.
You've made Mum angry.
Come and take me right now.
Charles
Dearest Dried Prune, you know I'm not into
physical contact with anything
but my mother's crown,
which i secretly put on every evening.
Let's pretend we've done it already.
Nobody will know.
Camilla
But Dinosaur Buns, you son Harry the Nazi
will know because he's peeping at us right now.
Charles
What? Where? This bed chamber is
royally protected by taxpayers' money.
Nobody except the 200 official Royal Peepers
and their 400 attendants can look in.
Camilla
There, on that portrait of that ravishing
woman on that wall over there.
I could've sworn i saw her eyes
and nose were moving.
Charles
Oh, you mean the portrait of Diana?
Don't worry, Fossil Dazzle,
her eyes are always moving.
Camilla
Diana is watching?
Charles
No, sweetie cow, it's Mum.
She sticks her nose into every royal affair.
That's why we are now together,
and you are here as Bride of Chuky II.
Queen Elizabeth
(Still peeking through the peep hole)
Guards! Send in the Corgis!
IYLIA @ 10:26 AM;
Saturday, March 12, 2005
whee. it's been like a week since ive blogged.
not that long. at least it's not a month. HAHA. :))
oh there's a song for YOU below.
(ilh)ok ive got to blog about wednesday. it was fun.
first during MT. cikgu told us ghost stories.
HAHA. damn fun la. and syira going for np camp soon.
ooo. be brave syira. HAHA. :))
oh then homec, slacked. i finished my folio so
i didnt bother to do anything. :))
BUT. ms teo HAD to ask me to find the reap girls.
bahh. FROM 4S2 and 4S3.
wahhh. damn lor. but a goody goody as i am,
i just went la. went with germaine.
borrowed germaine from cecil for about 10 mins.
thanks CECIL. :))
oh then i couldnt get any form from 4s2.
had to go up and down a couple of times
just to get the forms from 4s3. tskk.
ok then aft school, supposedly go for house prac.
but shaminah, sabrina and genevieve
had to change my mind for me.
so i went home with them.
just as house prac is about to start. bahh.
ok then sent sabrina to boon lay and i then
decided to go to shaminah's house. HAHA :))
oh something funny happened inside the train
on the way to sham's house.
there was this
TRAINfly. it was so irritating.
then at boonlay, when everyone had alight,
shaminah decided to kill the fly.
and she cleverly wanted to use her wallet.
so i gave her amaths book la.
and she started banging on the window
till she finally caught it. HAHA. :))
the thing was, the fly got stuck on her cover page.
HAHA :)) and it refused to get off. so sham gen and i
tried every means and ways to get rid of the fly.
HAHA. and the lady beside shaminah was laughing.
so mean lor. but we thought it was funny. HAHA :))
it was soo fun. gen and i stayed at shaminah's house
all the way till like 7+. haha. how late was that.
we were suposed to study innitially.
but we got too carried away. still i managed to finish
my maths. cos they helped me. haha.
ok so thats for wednesday.
the other days were just either plain boring
or just tiring. oh yar. i went to watch
a series of unfortunate eventswith my sis on monday. :))
violet buadelaire is so damn chio!!
emily's damn chio in the movie but in real life,
she;s kinda ugly. HAHA. ok so i like violet.
I DO NOT LIKE EMILY. emily's not chio.
violet is. and i've got to say this:
VIOLET IS CHIOER THEN MY EYECANDY!!
HAHA. violet really is!! yay! :))
you guys really should watch the movie.
it's damn nice la. i give 4 out of 5 stars!!
ok i guess thats all for the week.
wahh. damn long post. anw.
have fun during the hols people!! :))
this is for YOU! [ilh]So we've put an end to it this time.
I'm no longer yours and you're no longer mine.
You said this hill looks far too steep if
I'm not even sure it's me you wanna keep.
And it's been ten days without you in my reach,
and the only time I've touched you is in my sleep.
But time has changed nothing at all -
you're still the only one that feels like home.
I've tried cutting the ropes and
I let you go but you're still the only one
that feels like home.
You won't talk me into it next time,
if I'm going away your hearts coming too.
'Cos I miss your hands I miss your face.
When I get back let's disappear without a trace.
'Cos it's been ten days without you in my reach,
and the only time I've touched you is in my sleep.
But time has changed nothing at all -
you're still the only one that feels like home.
I've tried cutting the ropes,
tried letting go but you're still the only one
that feels like home.
So tell me, did you really think...
oh tell me, did you really think
I had gone when you couldn't see me anymore?
When you couldn't...
'Cos baby time has changed nothing at all -
you're still the only one that feels like home.
And I've tried cutting the ropes,
I let you go but you're still the only one
that feels like home, yeah,
you're still the only one that feels like home,
you're still the only one I've gotta love.
Oh yeah...
Written By Missy Higgins & James Major Clifford
IYLIA @ 8:13 AM;
Sunday, March 06, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUPING!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE!! (i think)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANTING!! (in advance)
:). was thinkin of blogging tmr but then it
wouldnt be shuping's birthday. or germaine.
i really dont know when is germaine's birthday.
haha. sorry girl. anw. tmr will be yan ting's birthday.
gonna get her popcorns or whatever that is on sale
by classes tmr. haha.
i dont know if i have the same recess though.
but yea. happy brithday people.
byebye. :))
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 10:27 PM;
Saturday, March 05, 2005
guess what?!! im still aiming for triple science.
i still will. im gonna study harder.
prove maria wrong. well she told my dad and i
that trip sci is out for me cos
- I FAILED ENGLISH,
- I FAILED LIT,
- A BORDELINE MARK FOR SCIENCE:50
damn. but im really going to study hard for trip sci.
that's my first aim. and if after studying so hard,
and i still dont get into triple science,
my aim to to go to pure phy and pure chem.
no bio. and i'll take core geog.
no way in hell would i take pure lit.
kiss my ass goodbye.
have fun to those who will be taking pure lit.
i hope you guys die reading all those books.
oh and my father HAD to talk to audrey neo
about my english after knowing i failed.
bahh. i didnt even know i failed.
i just knew my marks.
it's not that i didnt want to tell my parents i failed.
i would have told them i failed long ago
if i had known my marks.
and i bet my father was thinking i lied to them.
im going to study till i die.
till my eyes bleed to the long hours of studying.
and gosh. english.
i really cant do anything. i'll put extra effort in it.
i promise. i'll take every single piece of work seriously.
i really cant help it if i fail english in the mid-yr exam.
but i promise to try very hard not to.
i guess c6 or c5 is good enough for me.
im not going to give up.
i'll never. im going to prove my parents that maria
is wrong. and whats her problem.
you have to be careful who you mix around with.
what in the world does that mean.
i got pissed with her when she said that.
then who do you expect me to mix with.
sukeerthi and her mates.
gawd. i bet that would only pull my marks down.
lower than ever. hah.
anw. im going to prove than im worthy
to get a place in trip science class.
for those who have thought lowly of me.
you guys just see my results.
and if i really dont get into trip sci,
i guess you guys are right.
but im not going to let that happen.
i know my self than you losers out there.
i know failing lit, english and boderline marks for sci
is disappointing but cant change the fact now.
im disappointed too. but i too cannot change that
fact. i have to accept my failure.
it's even harder for me to accept my own failure
than you losers out there.
failure is not something i yearn for.
fuck. dont make feel so stressed.
it's enough pressure for me to fail.
i expected to fail sci tho.
fine. ive made a mistake. i accpet it.
but nothing can change the fact that:
I WANT A PLACE IN THE TRIPLE SCIENCE CLASS!!argh.
im going to change my skin soon.
goodbye losers!
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 9:07 AM;