Monday, November 29, 2004
do you see the swollen thingy on my lip??
there! ive circled the swollen part. if you cant see it still, you need specs. haha. :))
see how nice my lips are. grr. anw. guess what i found ydae. huge lollipops!!. its XXL haha. i want to show you guys but ive not resized the pic yet. anw i forgot to buy a smaller one so that i could compare. so i dunno if you guys will believe me. i was shocked when i saw it. its big lor. only special ppl will get it! :)) hee. gtg. gonna eat tons of durians!! tc. :))
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IYLIA @ 8:23 AM;
Friday, November 26, 2004
ahh. i have sore throat. dammit. i think i know how i got it. anw. im gonna have a recap of camp. :)) it's gonna be really long!! heh. :) have funn reading. :))
wed,24/11, 1st day.
1pm; started camp. kinda late though. den i think ate lunch. i dont know. den b div started training at two(with coach). the c div had team talk. we talked approx 1h15mins. den went to put our things in MPR. we were waiting for the softballers to break camp. anw den c div had training(with coach) while the seniors prepared bbq. bbq was funn!! sec4s came down. michelle was so mean. wth. had so much fun bbq-ing. actually i was fanning the fire the whole time. heh. :)). was tiring. but the whole time michelle kept asking for more charcoal. which unfortunately finshed and we were waiting for xinling's father to bring it. and i think i got my sore throat during bbq. hafizah kept pouring for me drinks!! i felt like i had my personal maid or sth. haha. lol. sorry. and whenever sth finishes(like my drink), i would get another cup immediately! :)) cool eh. courtesy of dearest hafizah. :)) but the thing was i think i drank too much soft drinks till i got sore throat cos then i forgot to drink pure water. grr. oh and i get to eat stingray. cooked. and a satay wraped with cheese? i dunno what it was wraped with. and it was half-cooked!! courtesy of dearest hafizah again. haha. :)) i only managed half of it. den the personal maid got me some chicken wings. didnt manage to stuff them down cos i was full already. daangs. i should have tasted them. cos the whole time i was near the pit, fanning, i wanted a chicken wing. grr. had so much funn when i was eating. oh den watch the live telecast of the polar express. haha. how nice. :)) den cleared up some parts. by then it was 10.30pm. supposedly lights off but we still haven't bathe yet. haha. :)) and lights off only at bout 12 i think. but not everyone could sleep. so in the dark everyone were whispering. but sabrina and shaminah smsed each other instead. despite the fact that they were only two people apart. (hafizah and me were in between them.) haha. soo cute. :)) anw i couldnt sleep that night. slept only at 1.30am. sab slept at 2. woke at bout 4. i was finally sleeping soundly when sabrina whispered to hafizah that she saw a lightning!! can you believe that. they spoke so soft that i was awaken!! grr. den i couldnt sleep again. thanx guys!! :))
thurs,25/11, 2nd day
second day sucked like shit!! i lack of sleep. and the first thing we did when we woke up was to jog to botanical gardens and back again. was so tiring!! i couldnt run back!! felt like just passing out and get warded at Gleneagles Hospital. but damn i didnt. i had to drag my heavy ass all the way back to school which was so freaking tiring for me. i lost soo much stamina. oh what fuck. anw. shaminah and
fri,26/11, last day
just now morn started with breakfast then trg 1 hr. it started pouring den. had carnival. i got really pissed and i still am. coach didnt put me in any game!! we played 3 games and i didnt play even one. everyone played at least half of a match. dammit. why didnt she put me in?? i got really angry then cos we were loosing. didnt win a single game. wtf. oh and i umpired. i overlooked a couple and i mixed up the colours of the bibs. hah. and they said i was bias. whatever bitches. den done. den watch a match. the three coaches played together with some others from the different teams present there. very entertaining. :)) den aft the mixed match, had a small talk before break camp. lunch, waited for hafizah and shaminah to bathe before we went off. they took such a long time!! urgh. den on the way down the slope outside the front gate, shaminah tripped over her unfolded sleepingbag. gawd. she fell hard. and she can still laugh. she's one crazy women. haha. eyecandy:)). ate lunch at fareast. den went hm with hafizah, shaminah and sabrina. normal crappy journey home. haha. sabrina is getting herself enrolled into the singapore association for the deaf. the one near the kallang netball. haha.lol. :)). hafizah is already listed there. haha. :)). the deaf ppl were talking to each other and once, they didnt even understand what one was talking. haha. :)) had a funn time home. oh and i said bye to shaminah and sabrina only. :)) hmm. im still wondering why coach didnt put me in. i got really frustrated once, i shouted to my teammates. sorry guys. i juct couldnt help it. i was bad-mooding since the mini carnival ended. ahh. my sore throat getting worse. its so painful whenever i need to gulp down my saliva. and im starting to cough. dammit la. its more painful. whatever. i have not eaten anything since lunch cos i dont want anything to affect my throat. hmm. im off now. wanna rest.
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 6:29 PM;
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
today's 23rd november!! haha. i lost track of the date!! i dont believe it. haha. i only keep track of the day. haha. sorry. anw. supposedly pack for tmr's camp. but im online instead. am i happy or what. haha. talking to dan. and izzati. she's being shameless. haha. sorry. anw. izzati, there's a cat!! haha. had training at smu. okay la. we didnt run 2.4 so it was okay. rashidah helped me push myself. so fun. i discovered sth today. SUICIDE RUN is fun!! no sarcasm. it really is. esp when you get to challenge ur friend. and i learnt shadowing today. saraniyah the gorilla really gives pressure. she's good. oh and there will be a mini carnival on the last day of camp. which is on friday. forgot what time though. i want to win!! i seriuosly want to win!! we've trained with ms lin for 3 mths now. i want to prove to her that we can win. we'll be agressive. oh and i realised that im more aggressive when im a defender than an attacker. why?? sabrina says cos a defender is usually hungrier for the ball. oh well. i dont care. im just hungry for the ball. no matter what position i play. no diff. i just need to be more hardworking. not lazy. hmm. i guess. im off. im so gonna blog when i return from camp.
miss me!!
IYLIA @ 6:01 PM;
Monday, November 22, 2004
Until The Day I Die by Story Of The Year. :))
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...
As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now, you know that I'd die too
I'd die too.
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was
still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does..
We make the same mistakes
I take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do...
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...
Should I bite my tounge 'till blood soaks my shirt?
We never fall apart. Tell me why these words so much?
My hands around your throat and I think I hate you
Still they say we never win
Just like we always do.
Just like we always do...
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...
I'll spill my heart for you
Spill my blood for you
My hands around your throat and I think I hate you.
We made the same mistakes, we made the same mistakes
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...
the lyrics are for shaminah!! *glares at her entry dated 11/20/2004; 02:45:24 PM* dear eyecandy, I DO KNOW THE SONG!! and i know more than one line!! and welcome to my life does NOT rock more than until the day i die!! grr. i didnt want to touch the comp till after camp but i was tempted. and im waiting for farina's call. i dont know if the jln raya is still on. dammit. its about to rain. mom wants to go out. ahh. farina better call me before 11. if not i think i have to cancel the jln raya. i'll have to follow my mom. ahh. i dont dread it but i will have to go out with those little kids. dammit. but they ARE cuuute!! aha. dammit they are six years younger than me. dammit!! sigh. anw. i'll most prolly next blog next week. or whenever after camp. so yes. miss me everyone. i'll be having fun at camp. oh i just remembered i wont be able to watch s.i and charmed. dammit!! but i think they are worth missing for camp. hehe. gotta go. gonna try calling farina. and those lyrics, i sing it to everyone!!
until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you!!! :))) [ilh]
IYLIA @ 10:29 AM;
Friday, November 19, 2004
im bloody hungry right now. ahh. my mom told me to cook myself. like i would. hah. i'll just wait. im too tired. i did maths just now. suddenly i became so guai. haha. anw. wow. three consecutive days i blogged. very funn. didnt think it would be possible to even blog on the first week of hari raya. haha. lucky me. anw. ive got nothing to say. just that ive found a new great song. actually i knew this song has been nice long ago but i dont know. i remembered about the song when i recently heard it.
until the day i die by Story of the year. :)))))
what a nice song. as you would have realised ive changed my blog song!! yes!! the song is until the day i die!! im being more and more addicted to the song!! wooohoo!! haha. i know it doesnt match my skin but i dont care!! im in love with the song. i'll try and find a new skin tho. :)))
current song listings;
I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance
At Your Funeral - Saves The Day
these songs rocks!! they changed my life. and of course not forgetting my new favourite band: story of the year. im in love with them!! the guys are sooo cute!! they reallly are the story of the year!! i looove them!! anw. ive gotta go now. its actually 6.20. i took a long time to find out about those guys from story of the year. tskk. grrr. anw tc.
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 4:58 PM;
Thursday, November 18, 2004
happy birthday
Amira Sadiran!! :)
haha. anw. changed my song as you would have realised. beautiful soul by jesse McCartney. first time i heard it, i fell in love with it. im gonna change my layout soon tho. :) but i'll stick to this layout and song for a while first. heh. bought TWO new shoes ydae at queensway sc. so fun. didnt know shopping with my mom could be that fun. she's not that bad after all. anw as i said, i bought two shoes. one nike. and the other one, VANS!! :)) woohoo!! :) ive always wanted that shoe brand. and finally i got it. i showed my mom the shoe and she agreed on me buying it!! and i was like "great". so fun. :) my mom say the nike one for training and the vans one for normal days- days i dont have any trainings. so cool. im so happy. :)) my mom's so worried whether the shoe can be brought to school.
mom: (looks at the vans shoe) are you sure this shoe
can bring to school? im not going to
buy you another one.
me: (overjoyed voice) can la. white,
dark blue and grey. can!!
after a while;
me: if cannot den.. (pauses) umm..demerit la.
but can one. i know.
mom: you better dont get demerited ah.
(walks off to the cashier)
yay!! first day of school, im gonna wear the vans one. actually first week of school im gonna wear that one. there wont be mass run anw. cos of the sec1s. who will then be my juniors. haha. im gonna take revenge. i cant wait till school re-opens!! :)) anw. saw vivian, amy and yvonne at btps. dammit. i totally forgot about the prize giving presentation at btps. damn!! i wanted to go but i was in my dress. ahh. anw. bored. waiting for my mom. cos then we'll go jalan raya together. ahah. im dead bankrupt right now. my money's all gone after i spent all of it on the shoes. cant wait for my mom. im going off now. wanna eat. tc.
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 2:43 PM;
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
yay!! i get to blog!!
Selamat Hari Raya!
to every muslim out there!! yay! now we can eat. :) anw. ive been really bored. and on the first day of hari raya went to father's side. which is at melaka! ahh. damn bored. went home body sore. den second day went on mother's side. better. at least its at singapore. and i knew who i was visiting. rather than going to someone's house who dont even know you actually existed in this world. second day visiting was fine. third day. didnt even go to ONE house! why? cos i had training. lol. :) training was ok. what more can i say. every training is fine with me. :) heh. ydae had friendly. really fun. against RiverValley. their c div was reallly friendly! :) and i mean REALLY FRIENDLY!!:) esp dorcas and aubrey. :) and the name is aubrey. they were soo nice!
one of them thinks shuping is cute!! and i got distracted when she said that. lol. we played 6 quarters! then why do they call it quarters?? tsk. and the seniors played 8 quarters which meant TWO games. they were good really good. i mean our seniors. which means cres b div. NOT rv. tsk. anw as always seniors were better than us. coach wasnt happy with c div performance ydae. and sabrina feels guilty about it. hmm. fine. does that mean i have to feel guilty too? sighs. anw it was all fine la. i enjoyed the 5th quart. i played centre and i really did go for the ball. i dunno what got into me. but i just hated my opponent and i became agressive. i mean she's good and i decided to trash her. :) i dunno if i managed. but i was panting like shit. so yea. amira and rasyidah should have come. we were short of defenders. so joanne and germaise had to fill in as defenders. oh wells. all i can say was that rv's nice and they are good. ive got nothing else to say. anw gotta go. tc.
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 8:28 AM;
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
hmm. i just got back from trg. trg was at SPE MPH/ SMU. dammit. trg sucked. esp when we had to run 2.4. under the hot baking sun. shit can. i almost fainted while running the third round. dammit. and i still have to run 10 rounds around the court cos i was late just now. dammit i wasnt late. i came at 7. and i didnt have a watch with me. so i accidentally came at 8 when i heard the sec4s olevel students gather in the hall. sheesh. i was shocked when i looked at the clock in the canteen. grr. and when i reached the foyer, fortunately they were still there. and rasyidah was late. so now me and rasyidah have to run 10 rounds. ahhh. i have to do it. tskk. anw i got my letter
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 1:33 PM;
Monday, November 08, 2004
did anyone even notice my abscence during the weekends?? hmm. didnt think so either. anw. weekends, went to msia. visited my grandparents. eventually brought them homw together with us. the trip was okeyy. considering i slept most of the time. msia is so boring. there's absolutely nothing to do there. so all i did was sleep. that was the only thing i could think of anw. heh. :) but because i treasure time so much, i decided to use my time wisely when i was awake. i read a book (which i completed in a day), helped my mom and grandma bake pastries and i guess that's it. haha. fine i admit it. i didnt do much. grrr. the book was nice. it took me approx. 4h 45mins. from 10am to 2.45pm. i didnt do anything but read. the book was really nice and i really wanted to know how it ended so i kept reading without stopping. heh :) since when have i liked reading?? grr. anw next on the books-to-read list: roll of thunder hear my cry. :) i wonder if im gonna enjoy that book even a single bit cause the sec2s have been complaining who horrible that book was to them. and they are finally relieved that they are over and done with that book. but im gonna bare with it and pass my all my lit tests/exams next year. im so determined. heh. anw. den maybe i'll read HANNIBAL. no.19 on the list of books that the teachers gave us. i didnt think i was gonna borrow that book but the other books i wanted to borrow have either been borrowed or that the library didnt have it. anw. is no.19. i couldnt resist but to take the thick, hard-covered book home with me. :) i hope it's worth trying to read it. cos by the look at the book, i expect it to be superbly boring. no harm trying tho.anw. i still have yet to borrow the pencil drawing book for art. hmm. have to go library. i dread looking for books. how i wish the books can be right in front of my eyes when i step into the library. my wish will NEVER come true. oh well. anw. heard a few songs during the weekends. songs i didnt want to hear(in blue) and songs i long for(in red). heh. i was listeningto ria on the 6th and at 2.56pm, i heard here without you by 3 doors down; 4.23pm, broken by evanescence; 5.25pm, ocean avenue by yellow card. on the 7th at 11.01 pm heard she's the one by robbie williams and at 12.17 am, heard these words by natasha bedingfield. yup. those were the few songs i heard. well guess that's it. tc.
[ilh]
IYLIA @ 9:37 AM;
Friday, November 05, 2004
god sent me an angel from the heavens above.
god sent SYA!!
i love you sya!! finally someone cheers me up, gets me out of the stuffy house and brings me to town!! finally. sya's an angel!! she's my angel!!singapore idol's on now. *looks at taufik and remembers sya* grr. taufik's not going to win!! sorry sya. :) daphne's gonna win instead!! :) im so happy today. went to watch a movie with sya at ps. we watched Princess Diaries 2!! boy was it worth it. Chris Pine aka Lord Nicholas Devereaux is soo cute!! i was drooling over him throughout the movie. sya, he's mine. andrew's yours. ;) Princess Diaries 2 is a must watch for me. it was a really nice show. i would reccomend everyone to watch. its nice. AND it was ions ago that i last watched a movie. so of course i enjoyed myself. omg. daphne's safe!! anw. sya and i walked from ps to orchard mrt. is it far? cos i didnt feel tired at all. so it's not a long distance. sya said she once walked from town(forgot which part of town) all the way to the esplanade. that's a loooong distance. but fortunately she's still alive. heh. saw alot of interesting people on the way. crapped alot too. :). oh and does everyone know that one can die if a pigeon faeces drops on one's head?? hehe. sya told me that fact. lol. anw i enjoyed the whole day today. discovered a new shop at ps. jigsaw world. sth like that. sya brought me there. duh. today's such a memorable day! thanx to sya. but all the happiness came to an abrupt end when i found out sth. grr. that BITCH. i try very hard not to use profanities but i cant help it. all this while i thought i could trust her. guess i was wrong. don't judge a book by it's cover? *rolls eyes*
im wasting my energy typing about her. grr.
so. i have a couple of movies on my must-watch-movies list: without a paddle, shark tail, bridget jones: edge of reason and maybe one of those horror movies. heh. im just listing them. and im hoping i can watch them all. just hope so. and i want to watch with different people. so fun. don't mind going with sya again tho. since she cheered me up. :) i love sya. lol. anw. gotta go now. have trg at 0730 tmr. have to start with a 30-mins jog before coach comes. grrr. i know sth that no one in the c div knows. im going to tell them tmr. but i'll torture them first. i'm mean rmb. *looks at sya* heh. but actually im under the coach's instructions so actully im not mean. heh. anw. gotta go. tc.
dammit! i hate the kotex style ad. protection for teens?? riiight.
IYLIA @ 8:25 PM;
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
today sucked badly. total shit. i hated training. it sucked badly. im sick of training. new player joined- nikki. if that's how you spell it. she's nice. at least she has initiative. chij(olgc) netballer. she's good. brush up a little and she can be as good as anyone. happy birthday riana!! i came and they were already celebrating. and alot of people were there already. mostly seniors. duh. sec 1s, only 12 came. absent- jing yi and sarah. anw. training sucked! terribly!! dont remind me of it.
look. im sorry okay. ive regretted my actions. i cant do anything now. she made me so pissed. just cause i suggested team talk in the middle of training. like i wanted one. urgh. anw. im really sorry. i was pissed. i dao-ed. fine. it's my fault.im sorry!
bye!
IYLIA @ 9:03 PM;