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Sunday, October 31, 2004


went for madrasah just now. exam was okayy. it really pays to study. and i found out i passed one of the subjects. yay!! but the paper i passed was quite easy. just need to memorise some stuff. overall the paper just now was okayy. but i kept repeating the answer even though different questions were asked. i admit. i dont know. but ive tried my best. im happy that all my exams are finally over. yes finally. now i can enjoy. i will only get my religious class report book on the 16th of jan 2005. can you believe it. so looong. but who cares. from now on, im able to enjoy myself. but still have like 13 more days or fasting. all the agony. dammit. i'll just have to be patient. :). maybe going to the library later. there's nothing to do at home. totally nothing. there's nothing to watch on the television too. so ive decided to go to the library and borrow some books. im going to start on the holidays assignment. it's kind of a long list. and i know im going to be really occupied sooner or later. hari raya coming up and i dont think i have that much time. oh ya. i have to buy "roll of thunder, hear my cry". lit textbook. but ive asked my brother to check for me whether he has it. i have to read that book. dammit. anw. have to borrow a pencil drawing book. for art. have to prepare 3 pieces. of all my assignments, im going to complete my art first. i dont want to get demerited. sheesh. i'll be really pissed if i get demerited on the first week of school. anw. that's my schedule for today. go to the library and hopefull i can start on my homework. tc ppl.

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 1:02 PM;



Saturday, October 30, 2004


well. just finished watching meteor garden. so intresting. daoming si is stupid. shancai too. dammit. they love each other but none wants to express their love. dumb aint that. they are very compatible i must say. =)) anw watching monk now on channel i. its advertisement on now. monk rocks!! bloody rocking!! anw i have exam tmr. sheesh. i havent start studying yet. dammit. and there's so much to study. i think 14 chaps. dammit. adilah would know how stressful i can get. i bet she's studying right now. while lazy me watch tv. hehe. i cant help it. meteor garden is as good as the monk. i cannot NOT watch them. these are the only few tv programmes that is a must watch for me. certain are just for the sake of watching. :) oh shit! i just remembered there's trainging next saturday!! oh shit! dammit. i think it's in the morning. so im gonna rush off home. immediately after we're dismissed. and that means i wont be able to see eyecandy. dammit. nvm. i'll get to see her on tuesdays. that is in november only. cos then coach choosing the team and i may not get to be in it. anw. our trainings are on different days. dammit. i'll just have to suffer for a month before 2005 starts. damn. i dont think i can get on par once 2005 starts. im bound to get demerits. dammit. anw. i guess i shall start revising once i buy my books. i think i should go now. i wanna watch monk. then most probably study. i have to. i dont want to retain. it's gonna be real terrible for me. and my mom too. tc.

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 2:09 PM;



Friday, October 29, 2004


ohh!! i wanna recap. im addicted to recapping.
thursday
hmmm.. morning slacked. aftnoon went down for trg. didnt know sophie was in softball. haha. oh coach says starting from next week, we'll have intensive training. she'll be choosing the final 12 for next yrs competition. sheesh. anw. we had game. c div vs b div. guess who won??!! of cos b div right. haha.. lol.. anw played in two quarts. damn.. i was tired. played centre. opponent: yong xing & krystle. yong xing was fine. we were once team mates. but krystle really made me run!! grrrrr. anw game was fun. compliments for germaise. she was good during the match. as said by ms lin. i love umpiring!! den aft trg, rush off to msia. i didnt even have a proper farewell with them. sheesh. i was late already. so i had to rush off immediately. went to break fast at a hotel. so not funn. went to eat buffet. so wasnt intrested. i was sweating like shit!! den i changed and i felt cold in the car and during dinner. sheesh. since monday, ive been feeling really cold. and the worst part, i lost my windbreaker!! dammit!! den went home la. was fine i guess. joked alot during dinner.
friday
today is very saddening. i couldnt bare to part with my class. well at least half of my class. the other half dont really matter that much to me. im missing so many people already. hmm. im sorry asilah!! forgive me!! on the other hand, i was kind of happy. i was the luckiest human being ever!! THEY talked to me!! thanks to hanis!! gawd im soo grateful to her. i love hanis!! anw den izzati said i looked pissed?? did i? maybe i was but i was bored. and i was thinking of someone at that momet. thinkin very deeply. hehe. anw. i was soo happy from 9.30 to 10.30. i had my time of life. im still trying to recall the happy moments till now. hehe. she's so0o cute when she smiles!! hehe. gotta go now. tc.

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 8:07 PM;



Wednesday, October 27, 2004


hmm. just finished watching charmed. ilovecharmed!! anw. watched multiple musicvideos just now. for about an hour maybe. very funn. hehe. found out a new song. really nice.
Beautiful by jesse mcCartney.
really nice. ive never heard the singer before. nor the song but i thought it was nice. heh. gotta go now!
anw read the previous entry!!

IYLIA @ 9:41 PM;






hmm. just got back from school. wow. recap.
tuesday.
hmm. school was okayy i guess despite the fact that she ruined it!! i dont know why but i hate dislike/despise her right now. thinking of her kind of disgusts me. i guess i shouldnt make it too obvious bout my hatred. but who cares. im just going to act normal. den had training. dammit. it was bleeding tiring. i almost passed out in the middle of training. i was desperate to drink but i sabrina didnt allow me. so fine. i didnt drink. okayy la. den seniors had game. i was umpiring!! so funn. this time i didnt make that many mistakes. BUT the other umpire made alot. there was obstruction in her court but she didnt blow. damn! i wanted so much to blow. but i couldnt. it wasnt my court. dammit!!. anw den went hm with shaminah and sabrina. damn tired.
today.
played games almost the whole day. i love playing speed!! i didnt even know the game existed till last week when darshana, prithika and april played in class. they made so much noise. but it was fun. and anw if you have fun playing, you're bound to make noise too. haha. anw. played uno, speed and happy family. had soooooooo much fun. anw got back report book today. ive not looked at it. dont intend too. if i have to see, it'll be when i show my parents and my sis. maybe my bro too. if he cares that is. but im going to show my sis. =)). anw den school was okayy la. saw eyecandy. hehe. den i saw her. asilah and farina says i like her. i eyecandy her. but i dont. im not denying it. i dont eyecandy her. i dont know. well, the least i would like to know her better before i would want to say i like her. hmm. shaminah says she's nice. i think she's nice too. but her friends, i kind of have a problem with them. haha. i want to write to her. but i dont think i should start writing this year. the year is going to end. or maybe it HAS ended. anw, im most probably gonna start writing next year.yes. first day of school im going to give her. heh. i hope i dont change my mind. hmm.

training tmr. im going to die!!

[[obviously - Mcfly]]
Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I never will be good enough for her

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 3:56 PM;



Monday, October 25, 2004


should i make a quick one? nvm. i wanna watch tv. but i'll still blog. make a long but quick one. hehe. anw. school today was okeyy. i enjoyed the moment when the sec1's and sec2's were in the hall together for the innovation presentation. hehe. asilah loved it more though. okeyy i was happy cos obviously, i saw her!! hehe. i wasnt that close to her though. but still i could see. hehe. so happy. i kept looking at her but SOMEONE had to cover with her BEEG head. sorry but that person really blocked my view from her. do you think i was happy?? no rite!! duh!! anw den i was so0oo0o0o0o0o0o0oo0o0o0ooo0o0oo close to her.. haha. i was exaggerating but i was kind of close to her. =)))))))))))). anw 9.40am-11.40am was one of my best moments. hehe. anw. sorrry i dao-ed you. anw. den at 12 had cleaning. den i think at 12.30 just slacked around. haha. i got my greeting card but they still owe me my bookmark. =)) anw. i forgot to bring my thermometer today. sheesh for once i was scared to my wits. and all of a sudden it rained!! phew! i was saved then. lucky me. den went to forum to take my temp. guess wat, i had a 37.7. sheesh. and so i had to take my temp twice. so troublesome. anw punyabala had to go home cos she had above 37.5 so many times. i pity her. anw, today was quite a day. tmr have training. dont know if im coming down. sabrina will be going out with her friends. and that means she wont be coming. and that would mean i'll be alone. i hope sarah comes down den at least i have company. hmm. anw. guess i'll go now. wanna watch tv. tc.

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 3:26 PM;



Sunday, October 24, 2004


im tired. just returned home from malaysia. took my gma there.ran all the way up to the house justin time to pray. i sworn i could have missed it if i ran a lil but slower. but thank god. HE saved me. anw. got really cold in the car. at madrasah too. anw religious class was'nt that bad. ustazah really cant draw. i feel really sorry for her. her drawing just now was atrocious. i couldnt stand the sight of it. but i did not bad-mouth her cos im fasting. its a bad deed. hehe. anw. i think ive turned over a new leaf.i hope so. i hate my old self. very lazy and loves procastinating. i hate my old self. yes. i hated myself. anw nothing's on tv now. im waiting for 6 cos then there'll be gilmore girls on telly. i cant wait. there's like an hour from now. i guess i shall go blog-hopping. telling everyone to relink me. hehe. really sorry for the inconviniences. sorrry i dont know how to spell. heh. tc people.

[ilh]


IYLIA @ 4:46 PM;






hmmm.
hafta make a fast one here.
have to go madrasah.
hmm. have gotten a new blog.
have transferred all my old
entries to here.
took me a long time you know.
i got really tired after that.
hehe. anw.
ive got nothing to say actuallly.
just that im happy i get a new
skin. really excited.
i think i'll add on later when
i return from religious class.
tc people.

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 9:18 AM;



Saturday, October 23, 2004


im really tired.
oh ive always been tired.
haha *laughs at self*anw.
why do i want you to reply?
i didnt even write in the letter
that i want you to reply right.
oh heck.
i dont care bout you anymore.
at least i apologised.
anw.
watching kc now.
pokemon AG on now.
waiting for 12.
gonna watch metoer garden.
i hope i dont miss it.
im wondering whether there
will be detective conan later.
there wasnt last week.
i got scolded cos i didnt awake my
mom and bro.
and i thought they were out already.
fine. anything.
im listening to my own blog song.
these words is uber nice. :))
debbie tagged!!
what should i call her.
debbie calls me her england queen.
hehe.[the emily's world ad is on]
haha. private joke.
im bored.
not supposed to be using the comp now.
but my mom's out and i have the feeling
she'll be back soon.
like anyone in the household cares.
actually who's in the household??
no one except me.
hmm.guess i shall go now.

[[these words-natasha bedingfield]]
I love you I love you,
thats all i got to say
cant think of a better way,
and thats all i got to say

I love you, is that ok?

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 10:08 AM;



Friday, October 22, 2004


im bored.im really bored right now.im in class.its 11.39 am now.really bored.i gave the apology letter already.i dont think she's gonna reply.i bet she's thinking how lame this junior is.right??duh.i dont care if you dont want to reply.it's okayy for me.and even if you dont want to be my friend,i dont care either.maybe your friends are friend-lier.
asilah's sleeping.farina and hanis are using their comps.asilah just woke up.and she's asleep again.haha.anw. she didnt come today.hmm. i wrote a long letter for you okayy.you should have come!!argh.anw. im bored.asilah is being mad.farina is clearing her locker now.hmm. im really bored.darshana, barathi and april playing speed.tried playing speed with asilah, hanis and farina.
funn. really funn.but slow la.first timer.very funn.hehe. i love shaminah!!.she makes my day.i guess what you said IS true.shaminah can make my day when you are not with me.but i dont want shaminah.not when i dont need her.hmm.i shall stop blabbering.im hungry. going home straight later.pray den sleep.im tired! tc people!!
im bored. im bored. im bored. im bored. im bored.
im about to rip my hair into bits!!

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 11:39 PM;



Thursday, October 21, 2004


hmmm.im tired.had training just now.was so tired.i got dehydrated half way.went home at 5 with sab.still tired.argh.anw.ydae went for tuitioning.this time at AMK.i was so bleeding tired.i couldnt really teach them.still tried my best though.hehe.den went hm. reach bout 5 i think.anw. today slacked.whole day.lit was okayy.the rest sucked.ive got no comments bout today.anw.
saw eyecandy -shaminah- today.a couple of times.she has council camp.guess what.they sahur with only milo drink.daangs.i pity them.heh. i really do.
anw.i wrote 2 letters today!!shall not say who.one from sec2. not someone anyone would think i would wrote to.
i wrote the sec2 letter as an apology letter.i dont think she'll read my blog.but who cares.any i mean what i wrote.im really sorry. do you think we can be friends??hehe.seriuosly.i hope you can answer me.anw. gotta go now. off to find lyrics.im tired. tc people.
[ilh]

IYLIA @ 8:33 PM;



Monday, October 18, 2004


well,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMILLIN!!
yes its her birthday.i'd like to apologise cos i didnt get her anything.i'll try. TRY.anw.today was okayy.got back results.disappointing.
really disappointing.i wasnt satisfied with my geog marks!!hmm.i'll just have to accept then.will get back maths, homec and sci tmr i think.i forgot.anw.had inter-house after school!!im proud to announce that PANKHURSTwon 1st again!! AGAIN!!damn im happy. =))there's so much hope for us to win thechampion trophy this year!!as said by FELICIA.yay!!i made a friend today!!siew ling.she was so nice!!she even made me a heart!!i made her write her name on it.hehe.im happy.den i saw my eyecandy.as in really my eyecandy.and shaminah too!!my other eyecandy!! =))both eyecandies participated in the inter-house!!was so happy!!anw. den went home with gadis and hidayah.crappy!!but had fun.then on the way home heard someone blasting out the radio so loud.and [these words by natasha
bedingfield] was on!!hehe.i stayed just to listen to the song.anw then i decided to run.run around my estate.hmm. okayy i guess.ive lost stamina.its proven.training tmr.i dont know if im coming though.im tired.maybe watching friends after this.sister is so tired.really really tired.anw.gonna sleep now.take care.
[ilh]


IYLIA @ 10:48 PM;



Saturday, October 16, 2004


just finished writing the reply letter.i don't know if im coming on monday though.anw. before writing the letter,i watched METEOR GARDEN!!haha.thanx for reminding me.the episode just now was soo touching.ive watched meteor garden twice though.anw it was romantic too.i mean both of them were smooching under the stars.haha. under the meteor showers as he says.anw.ive just found out her someone's blog is really interesting. heha..maybe i shall go there often to keep upwith her life. but she has never meantto be more than a friend to me.but who cares.she's nice.she's from sec2 anw.
well, im off now.shall laze around.
tc ppl.

IYLIA @ 2:28 PM;






i desperately want to fast.ive been waiting for that day to arrive and my wish of fasting was shattered.daaaaaaangs.
anw.ydae's school was okayy.jus felt weak most of the time.anw. started off the morning with the handover ceremony.congrats to Joanne and XinLing.they got vice capts for their respective houses.congrats to them.anw. den watched a short iMovie at the auditorium.damn short.suddenly stopped at AAD.damn.den had to stay longer in that cold place forchoral reading workshop.funn.learnt shakespeare.very fun.i got a line from one of the poems and thought it was really nice. touching.
" O none, unless this miracle have might,
That in black ink my love may still shine bright. "
quoted by Shakespeare's Sonnets.that was like just the last two lines of a poem.i liked the last line.don't know why.aishah liked the line also.but it's mine!!anw den. supposedly have recess.but nvm.den stayed in class till 12.supposed to write a report on war.
dont think anyone did it.den went home.i wanted to attend the farewell butunfortunately i cant.i want to attend next yr's farewell butunfortunately i cant too.i have to watch the sec2s farewell when they are in sec4damn.i wanna watch next yr's!!!im desperate.anw. den went home straight.was totallie tired.slept.next day, here i am.anw gotta go now. tc
[ilh]

IYLIA @ 7:10 AM;



Thursday, October 14, 2004


Shaminah is my Eyecandy!!
hehe.she really is my eyecandy!!i love shaminah.hear that people i love shaminah!!hahaha.anw. eating my dinner now.eating porridge for a change.just came back from school.had an unofficial training.hehe.anw. okayy la.totallie slacked.i don't know why.anw less than ten turned up.hah.expect to do anything?nope.school was okayy.no. discovery centre was okayy.yes.it wasnt that bad la.watched some true-life storyat the iWerks theatre.really touchin.anw. the learning journey okayy.don't know what we learnt though.haha.anw. krystle is wrong.she is so wrong.or is she right?i don't know.i'm scared.shivers.i can't decide.how did she know!!
gotta go.happy berpuasa.banyak bersabar tau.hehe. tc

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 7:04 PM;



Wednesday, October 13, 2004


hohohohohohoho.just finished eating my teabreak izzit??nah.actually i don't know what's it called.and i don't care too.came back from school before that.how bout this.school was simply just a drag.most of the timebut okayy though.i enjoyed recess.hehe.the rest should know why.*jumps around room*
hehe.i enjoyed recess the most.i was so happy.
surprisingly the sec2s were out with us.heh.anyone who knows me well enough should know why i was happy during recess.recess just simply rawked.
anw.before recess was in the monet lab.watched a movie.aft recess had some recycling comp.sucked.den at 2!!!went to peace haven.i was scared at first.but after the second "elderly" i talked to,i thought it was kinda nice.goh chwee gek rosalind.that was her name.and she's 62 english years old.and 64 chinese years old.i don't know why she told us that but nvm.who cares anw.she was really nice and friendly.she told us she came to cgs on national day.cool eh.and she told us about her younger days.her boyfriends and all.she said she was from SJC.saint joseph convent.have not heard of such school before.anw. thought it was funn.yup. i've not regretted going there.anw. tmr going to discovery centre.hmm. den have self training.okayy. finee.i shall have fun tmr too.gotta go now. tc.

check these out: click here and here (both are different)
[ilh]

IYLIA @ 5:23 PM;



Tuesday, October 12, 2004


its friggin pouring right now!!why?
heavy rain would be the last thing i would want to happen.now i have to suffer more.shrugs.
anw. watched broken video by amylee and seether.click seether and go to the music sectioni advice everyone to watch it.it's nice.real nice.real impressive.they have been together for more den a year.sheesh. i didnt know that.but i knew they were d.ating.haha.anw. got scolded for helping my mom.yes.i was scolded for doing a good deed.when i help her, i get scolded.when i don't, i get scolded too.???anw. gonna watch tv now.bored.

{Seether}
I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
{Amy Lee}
The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
{Both}
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
[[broken - amylee and seether.]]

damn the song rocks!!
take care ppl.. cya tmr.
[ilh]

IYLIA @ 3:34 PM;






hoho.. and so it's the second day im suffering.im bored.and tired.just cleaned up part of my room just now.since like 11 maybe.was sneezing all the time.that proves how unkempt my room is.
hehe. but do i do anything to change that fact?no.that's what my sis always says.hmm.anw. my room is much cleaner now.just need to tidy up a little more,sweep around and if im hardworking enuff,mop the room.but i dont think i'll do that.i'd rather sleep or watch the TV.*laughs*anw. got nothing else to say.can't wait for tomorrow.when school reopens.oh and i just realised most school have not finished their finals.*laughs at them*
maybe crescent is the only school that has finished our finals.anw. to those who have not finshed their finals, GOOD LUCK!!gotta go now.iloveyou!

i want my letter!!
[ilh]

IYLIA @ 12:58 PM;



Monday, October 11, 2004


h0oLa..
Happy Birthday
Morgan!!
it's morgan birthday today!!!
i hope she's having fun!!

to taggers;
jess - jess you are mean!! bimbo queen!! =))
jo.anne - yea i'll link u. but you can't even spell my name correctly.
izz - thanks for the luck izz.i needed it for my last two papers.but finals are over now. heh
ber]]= - bernice dermawan? i think i rmb u.ure that guy's sis. yup i was in t&f.
anon - anon, how i wosh i knew you.it would make my life easier.it seems that you've been spying on me. DONT.
morgan - thx for the lyrics morgan. anw. i forgot. sorry!!
*fiz* - IM WAITING FOR MY LETTER!!!
izz - i'll link up straight away.
shaminahh - sabrina's crazzie cow, ive missed you're laugh.. hah lol
[*vivi*] - vivian!!! ahah.. ive tagged.. tag more!!

IYLIA @ 8:03 PM;



Sunday, October 10, 2004


just came back from religious class.had exam. was damn difficult.but i don't care. im actually prepared to fail.fail all subjects except for one.whatever the outcome will be, it's sure to be disappointing though. i've gotta apologise to my parents for my slacking.i'm really sorry.i've been really stressed up with finals andit's like a burden for me studying more..my brain cells are dying.im tired now.have to attend something later.
it's my father's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
I LOVE YOU.
i love him.anw. holidays are gonna suck real badly for me.monday and tuesday are gonna suck.why must it be a holiday?!!i hate holidays!!i dont want to go peace haven!!neither do i want to go to discovery centre.i just want to relax in school.i might as well not come to school.maybe i should do that.but i won't.I WANT MY LETTER!!cant wait to continue writing letters.heh.i suffered so much during the finals week.and im out to write as much letters as i want.i may even write to some people that ive longed to write to. i cant wait to be showered with letters!!.heh. im suddenly so happy.thats why i LOVE writing letters!!it just cheers me up. =))gotta go now.take care people. im gonna miss you guys.iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou!!

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 12:55 PM;



Saturday, October 09, 2004


hmm.i wanna go down town to watch the performance.i was the one who told farina thinking she could accompany me.but it seems like she's the one going and she's asking me to accompany her.i wanna go town.i wanna see her dance.didnt know she was a dancer.
i'm THAT uninformed.pathetic.i didnt even know who she was.though i was wondering who she is from the name list.i wanna go.
but my dad's birthday is tomorrow.and he wants to celebrate it so much.i understand him.this will be the last time he'll be celebrating in singapore with us before he leaves for his business trip to gawd-knows-where.so this is a decision for me.if parents arent going anywhere, i'll ask them to come along and go town.its been a while since the whole family go town together.im dead desperate to go today!!i wanna go.anw, i may be uploading my pix later.watch out for it.
*but if there are no uploaded pix,sorry yea* =))

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, i love you [ilh]

[thanx morgan for the song]

IYLIA @ 7:11 AM;



Friday, October 08, 2004


DEAD ---------------- i am dead, fading away...
i should be shot dead//
or even murdered,
stabbed in the brain. -quoted-

hah. sucked. why must i suffer at this moment?at this stage of life?im only 13+ and i have to go through all this shit in life?" there's beauty in life which makes the pain less painful. "(quoted)yea there's beauty. in the flowers that is.hah. what shit maths and art were.hah. there's no use rambling bout all this shit that's over.my life is filled with happiness without all these shit around.damn.
-----------------------------------
sorry guys but i had to let it out. anw oh my gawd!!finally the finals are friggin over!! but no hope of enjoying myself yet.wait till sunday. cause have exam.oh and it'll be my father's birthday. so it's likely for me to enjoy myself.MORE.
yay!
im not going to recap on what happened this week.im not gonna even think about it.i just want my results to turn out good.cause i wanna be proud of myself.=))im tired. really exhausted.monday and tuesdae are holidays.i wonder what i'll do.most probably just rot at home.anyways, i have to call 4 other people on tuesday night.i need to remind myself.i don't know why miss tan had to write my name on the board.anw. we'll be going to peace haven when school reopens.then on thurs i heard we'll be going to discovery centre.hah. i wonder if it'll be fun at all.i'll most probably die of boredomness.
anw. to asilah;hey i do not know what's happening.maybe you are angry at me.are you? if you are tell me why?i know this sounds pathetic but i hate fighting.i'm sorry if i made you angry.forgive me.
anw, gotta go take care!!
i love you!! i really do!!and i missed you throughout this whole week.i lost it. i'm sorry!!
[ilh]

IYLIA @ 3:43 PM;



Friday, October 01, 2004


happy birthday hanis!!
myles too!!

hoho. finals are almost here!!im really determined to pass EVERY single subj!!with flying colours too!!not just pass with a borderline mark.that would really suck.and i will definitely not be happy.i guess this will be my final post till aft e exams.hehe. i cant wait im excited bout the finals yet nervous. hahand i'll most probably be blo0dy happy aft e exams,since my mom will give me all the freedom i want. till the start of next year.
*beams* anw.ive really worked hard.im studying hard too!! real hard!! im striving for the best.still living by my pri sch motto. strive for the best. heh.anyways, friday's timetable. was okayy. geog,sci okayy.overall okayy la. pe. ran three rounds.cikgu ask me to do the same thing every time for pe.heh. i agreed. so he's gonna help me.guess thats good.anw. aft school went town at bout 3.oh wait. supposed to have mass lecture at 2.but sec 4s had something on so they postponed it to mon.
and so i went back to class la. supposed to study for one hr before going to town.but sat ard instead. slacked basically. anw. i saw her.and she dao-ed me!!is dat good?? hmm.did i started it??anw. afizah's nice. real nice. well i learnt something bout her.SHE LIVES AT KEAT HONG!! hehe. im gonna ask a favour from her.i told her i was gonna go home with her one day jus to help me.she's nice you noe. hehe. well every one's nice right?? but people just tend to look on the bad side of others. anyone disagree??anyways. so im gonna give afizah something if she helps me.i dont think anyone is aware about the favour.neither does afizah. but i'll tell her.hah. anw.. dao-er!!anw at 3 went to town.well wasnt towning. went there to buy pens.black pens for finals. and i bought erasers too.hehe. i lost my cute, small, one and only lovely eraser.damn. and so i had to buy a new one.i bought two new black pens.anw.stayed there till like maybe 4.30 latest.asilah and hanis had to be home by 5. i think they reached home on time.i dont know.town was funn.i guess thats all that happened today.interesting enough??hmm.life's interesting no matter what you go through.each day is a different day right??haha. what am i rambling.gotta go now.

happy childrens' day.
happy birthday to hanis.
happy birthday to myles.

study hard and we'll have fun aft finals!!
good luck for the finals!!

i never want to say bye!!

[ilh]

IYLIA @ 7:06 PM;



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